I am (and have been) going through a mid-life crisis. I’d like to surround this feeling with humor, but there is nothing funny about it. SERIOUSLY! I’m having tremendous difficulties making sense of my life or perhaps I should say, difficulties in finding a direction for my life.
I keep trying different artistic things in hope of generating an emotional stronghold, one that will carry me through the next few years until this crisis is over, (or at least back to a manageable level) but nothing seems to give me the lasting inspiration I am looking for.
Oh well, eventually I will find what I’m looking for, so in the meantime, I will continue to look for interesting things in life and worry about all the rest later.